shidsterlove ; letters to you

saturday cleaning | August 6, 2011

i just did a total clean from every single inch of my room. now hopefully, fingers crossed, my mum wont be bothering me with more room cleaning for at least a few days. now, in the course of my cleaning, i found essays from very loooooong time ago, which i found so cheesy i decided that it had to be burnt, because no one must ever read those pieces! your eyeballs would roll itself backwards deep down your sockets. i found poems too, badly written but kinda cute, and i have picked one or two for a special occassion that is coming up. HEHEHE..

i found un-used underwear in my book cupboard, (unused meaning, i bought them but never used them), and most probably i hid them there so my mom wont nag about me buying new things again, and most probably i have forgotten about them, not most probably, i HAVE forgotten about them.. but perhaps its cutesy colours and patterns have outgrown me becuse now, i find it absolutely cheessssssyyyyyyyyy. i’m still keeping it though, a girl can always run out of underwear. its for those “i’m glad i didnt throw it” moments.

cleaning up my room, i also found my red adidas handbag which i used to carry around, and a bright neon pink clutch bag, and some neoprints of ex-es and dates, and very old secondary school pictures. if you must know, i’d like to burn every piece of picture of me when i was aged 16 and below, because back then i looked like a man. i still do now, but t least i have class and style. back then i had nothing, and i was as black as charcoal. so please, if you have pictures of me aged 16 and below, please kindly burn them. thank you.

i can probably name all the things i found, but it will bore you to bits, plus it’s a very dreary saturday and i really dont want to write mundane stuff, and i’m just trying to use this time to think of what to actually write about. i mean, i can write about my new found love, the one who has been serenading me every night, the one i will marry should he ever propose to me, but i wouldnt want to write about obvious things like that because he will definitely propose to me the moment he sees me because i’m exotic in his eyes….

…. oh what? oh, you want to know who is my new found love? oh guys c’mon, i’m sure this is all unnecessary….. allright all right. since you insist……… dont blame me later on……

his name is T.O.P (real name: Choi Seung Hyun, singer, actor.) he is in bigbang! he is pictured with G-Dragon. he raps and beatbox. oh yeah and he is the one with the bleached hair. he works it, no?

you should hear his voice!

hot, no!

and this is the song he sings to me every night.. watch the whole music video, and you’d know why i want to be the strawberry!

sexy, noooooooo?!!!
absolutely love it… yeah i know this obsession with korean idols is getting a little bit unhealthy, but i cant help myself, why must they be so suave and charismatic! and you’ll realise that actually, the whole point of this entry is to gush about him.,. heheh. wonderful way of sidetracking, yes?

have a great weekend!
much love, xoxo Shid.