shidsterlove ; letters to you

Missing: Have you seen this girl? | August 27, 2011

Yes, i havent been here for a very long time. A) i have been caught up with a lot of family matters b) i had a lot of angst in me that i dont even know where to start c) i was procrastinating a lot d) i have been falling sick all over again e) i was more in a reading mode rather than a writing mode.

But here i am today, and i wonder whether i really am missed in the blogosphere which brings me to my question of the day “who actually reads my blog?” well if you are reading my blog, please feel free to comment and let me know who you are because i want to put a face to the people who i am greatly thankful to!

It has been a crazy month, it being a fasting month which has finally climaxed to a month long celebration. I have been cleaning non stop and i think its about time i officially change my name to shiderella! Its clean clean, mop mop, vacumm vacumm all month and it will continue even after Raya begins… I know. I lead a tough life, please take pity on me. =)

I have a lot to write and update but i am just gonna do a quick one for now because i am actually super tired after rounding and hustling my way through the bazaar which is packed with so many people! Plus, at the coffeeshop which i am sitting now there are so many cats and my heart is not at ease.. My eyes are alternating between looking at where the cats are and typing and really, i cant damn concentrate! And yes, if you do not already know i am scared of cats or any animal that has four legs a tail and make purring sounds. Seriously i am trying hard not to scream out loud cause i want to look cool because currently i am feelig feeling celebrity.. Haha! Yes. Seriously i am play acting a role with myself and i am pretending that i am a celebrity! I like to play-act roles with myself and it always happens whenever i am bored or sitting alone, it makes time pass by faster, plus wih my active imagination it is almost always fun. That’s how i entertain myself! Its free and i can be whoeever i want to be!

Okay, before i end i just wanna take this opportunity to seek forgiveness from friends and those who know me and wish all of you Selamat Hari Raya!

Till next time,
Much love, xoxo shid!