shidsterlove ; letters to you

3am.

July 4, 2011
Leave a Comment

i really ought to find better titles for my posts. seriously, 3am?

anyhooooooo, i managed to land myself as the Top Agent in my category for the month of June for my branch, so you know what that means?
that means i get to eat! and i heard my boss is treating lunch at equinox tomorrow… ooh yummy! congrats me! pat on the back for job well done! let’s do a repeat for next month!

i bet you are wondering why i am awake at 3am on a tuesday morning, when i have a test to go to at 9.30am.. well that’s because at 11pm, i was awaken by a phone call that greatly disturbs me.. more like disappointing and i cant get it out of my head. but i guess this is just one of my challenges as a financial planner. =(

on a totally unrelated news, i failed two of my license exams last week, and looks like i got to go back to the books again. i didnt want to make such a big brahaha over the fact i was taking the exams because i was expecting to fail anyway. i didnt really study.. no in fact i did study, but the topic was too dry and i couldnt get it into my head. but now, i’m gonna go at it with a different approach. i’m gonna go at it with confidence! yes, but now back to the big words and thick books. why cant i be studying murder instead? i’m pretty good at solving murder mysteries.

baaaaaaaaaaaah, i still feel down from the call.

let’s rewind to sunday. the feeling i felt in the morning when all was shiny and happy again. and chi peng, dunno if you read this, but if you do.. sorry for not replying you on facebook earlier. there’s some weird shit going on my facebook.. i’m allright hunn, not emo, just had a bad saturday night, but am allright now. but if you want to make me feel waaaaaaay better, maybe you can pop by my office again for green tea! maybe next week. this week i busy.

9th august coming soon.. oh no, i’m not talking about national day. i’m talking about hairus’s birthday where as he puts it “the day where everyone is celebrating my birthday.” he honestly thinks he is the only one who was born that day, sheesh. and what can i do for him? actually here’s a question i want to throw to all of you. what would you honestly get for a guy? some of my guy friends when i ask recommend an arai helmet (i got a helmet for him last year, at which upon receiving the new helmet, he immediately threw away his old helmet, and arai not arai, cheap or expensive, a helmet is still a helmet, so it has been kindly scratched out of my list. if anyone should get a helmet, its me because my helmet (actually it is his, but because i am the only one that dons it, i HOPE, it is mine) is not in good shape. the visor comes off by itself and it is very very dangerous.)because he rides, a watch (what’s the thing with guys and watches anyway? a watch is a watch, does it matter if its g-shock or casio or what’s the brand with the funny 7-up man? snatch?snap? i forgot. the shop used to be at HMV. oh yeah swatch!), a wallet with $100 for good luck (i think my friend was being very serious with this one), a raincoat (i am seriously contemplating that…. so he cannot complain he cant go out with me/pick me up if it rains hehehhehehehe) and the best one (and i think hairus will kiss and hug my guy friend for this) sponsor his class 2 licence then get him a ducati streetfighter/get him a car of his choice.

speaking of ducati streetfighter, that bike is the sex! seriously, if you watch most movies that have nice bikes, you see that most of them use that ducati streetfighter or any ducati for that matter. i am number four, the girl rides a ducati, i robot, will smith rode a ducati, beastly, alex pettyfer rode a ducati.. i tell you ducati is the sex! and there is this very gentlemanly italian guy i know who also has a ducati………………
and i was telling hairus once, that if eventually i become a successful agent, and he marries me, part of his wedding gifts that i’ll give him is a key to a ducati streetfighter, and when we get married that bike will be parked right next to our dais. HEHEHEHE. yeah yeah yeah, i am a dreamer, but hey if you can dream it, you can do it!

but i digress.

anyway, i thought of getting him a DSLR, i’ve been talking about that for a long time now, cause he does enjoy photography and he takes good pictures, but which dslr should i get? there’s so many… i read reviews saying that for beginners Nikon d3100 is good, then some say canon is always better and blablablablabla.. too many words. i dont understand. too technical. plus so expensive. i’m on a budget too you know.

and where to go for a nice dinner? i thought of fullerton boat house, so we can watch the fireworks, but lo and behold! it’s already booked for that night! grrrrrrr, plans gone.

well, apparently talking about hairus birthday plans worked, i’m getting sleepy.
if any of you reading this have any kind suggestions as to what anyone can do for a 30year old male who has no preferences except not to spend a lot of money on him plus doesnt want to get drunk or even drink on his birthday and does not like anything that has to do with sushi and teriyaki sauce (this man does not share my love for anything japanese except anime and japanese porn (KIDDING!)), please do tell.

till next time and earlier nights,
much love,
xoxo Shid.


Posted in Random, Work
Tags: ,

    I AM …

    ...at a loss if you can roll subtlety, great wit and persuasiveness into one. throw in a dash of sarcasm, a splash of surprises and garnish it with a little bit of cunning, trickery and mind games and you'll have me at "hello".

    Please select

    I AM ALSO NEUROTIC

    neu·ro·sis   /nʊˈroʊsɪs, nyʊ-/ [noo-roh-sis, nyoo-]
    –noun,plural-ses  /-siz/ [-seez]
    1.Also called psychoneurosis. a functional disorder in which feelings of anxiety, obsessional thoughts, compulsive acts, and physical complaints without objective evidence of disease, in various degrees and patterns, dominate the personality.
    2.a relatively mild personality disorder typified by excessive anxiety or indecision and a degree of social or interpersonal maladjustment.

    I AM ALSO PRONE TO:

    par·a·noi·a   /ˌpærəˈnɔɪə/ [par-uh-noi-uh]
    –noun
    1.Psychiatry. a mental disorder characterized by systematized delusions and the projection of personal conflicts, which are ascribed to the supposed hostility of others, sometimes progressing to disturbances of consciousness and aggressive acts believed to be performed in self-defense or as a mission.
    2.baseless or excessive suspicion of the motives of others.

    Bookmark it!

Follow

Get every new post delivered to your Inbox.