shidsterlove ; letters to you

’nuff said

July 11, 2010
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if there is an unlike button for the days in my life, if there is a backspace key or delete button, or if i know vampires that can compel me to forget certain things, or witches that can create spells to forget, i really wish to forget yesterday.

i have written entire paragraphs detailing what happened yesterday but i simply wish to forget it all, that i have erased every bit of everything that i typed. i am hurt, i am sad, i really dont want to be here right now. i really wish i was somewhere else.

” i am the black sheep, the villain, the liar, the traitor, the one that always disappoints, the one that always cause trouble. of course, you are always and forever faultless, irregardless of whatever wrong that you do.”


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    I AM …

    ...at a loss if you can roll subtlety, great wit and persuasiveness into one. throw in a dash of sarcasm, a splash of surprises and garnish it with a little bit of cunning, trickery and mind games and you'll have me at "hello".

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    I AM ALSO NEUROTIC

    neu·ro·sis   /nʊˈroʊsɪs, nyʊ-/ [noo-roh-sis, nyoo-]
    –noun,plural-ses  /-siz/ [-seez]
    1.Also called psychoneurosis. a functional disorder in which feelings of anxiety, obsessional thoughts, compulsive acts, and physical complaints without objective evidence of disease, in various degrees and patterns, dominate the personality.
    2.a relatively mild personality disorder typified by excessive anxiety or indecision and a degree of social or interpersonal maladjustment.

    I AM ALSO PRONE TO:

    par·a·noi·a   /ˌpærəˈnɔɪə/ [par-uh-noi-uh]
    –noun
    1.Psychiatry. a mental disorder characterized by systematized delusions and the projection of personal conflicts, which are ascribed to the supposed hostility of others, sometimes progressing to disturbances of consciousness and aggressive acts believed to be performed in self-defense or as a mission.
    2.baseless or excessive suspicion of the motives of others.

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