shidsterlove ; letters to you

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March 28, 2011
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the start of a new week. myohmy how time flies, its already the end of march, soon it will be the end of the year, sooner it would be May and bangkok here i come! soonest, it would be my birthday! april8 ladies and gentlemen, do not forget!

the start of the week means that i have a gazillion things to do, and here i am at Dhoby Gaut Starbucks, waiting for my client to come down to provide me with a signature. hopefully today i will get 3 positive calls. i thought march was my month, but april would be better! already i have 10 appointments scheduled for the week, maybe minus 3-4 appointments that will be, without a doubt re-scheduled based on past experiences.. (yes, such is my luck, my apointees would bail out on me, but such is the nature of my job), couple that with a few more appointment that i hopefully will make tomorrow when i do my cold-calling. and tmrw i ‘ll be heading to the office in the early morn to submit cases. (yeah, it’s small cases, but it’s still significant! significant to the people and to me too, cause i really feel that i am helping them. plus, it’s always a stepping stone to something bigger!)

earlier today, i went to a new product training/lauch, which i must say is quite interesting and beneficial, i must say. a good door opener. i have thus decided to use that as my door opener. the fact that i dont have to carry alot of forms around to sell this product, is a plus plus, plus for me. hehehe. have you seen the size of my bag? it’s huge! if i have to carry more things around, i am pretty sure my shoulders would start crying and beg me to get replacement shoulders. actually, i realize that three quarters of the things i carry are unnecessary. HEH.

i’ve been passing around my namecards whereever i go. when i’m smoking at work, or just waiting around for clients/friends and people watching, i usually make an effort to at least pass around a namecard or two. apparently, i do that when i go clubbing too, though i must say, if the person had called me, i probably will not remember their names. i also give out my name cards to taxi drivers, since i take cabs often. and you know, more often than not taxi drivers will always talk to you. they will talk about anything and everything. and i usually open up and ask them about business and such. and soemtimes they even call me back, just to hear what services i am providing. (i’m talking about professional services as a planner okay, and not anything else okay.. dont go getting any ideas. =) )

a few weeks ago, i was having coffee with my boss and two other colleagues at Hans near my office. eventually there were 2 men at a table behind us, and they came over to borrow my lighter and an ashtray. after coffee, i took the opportunity, and gambled. gambled.. to talk to them. i went up to both the gentlemen and passed my namecard, explained what i do, and in the event that they need any financial services, they can give me a call. eventually, they got me to join them, and i spent half an hour just explaining what i did, and since they weren’t really interested in what i was saying (really, they were more interested in my lighter. apparently between the two of them, none had a lighter and they were heavy smokers.), i left the table and cleanly forgot about the short pre-approach.

later that night, i went to Screening Room and met ain and we went to party. yeah it was ladies night, and i was realy following the buzz. i was alright actually, but then i realised that since i havent clubbed in a loooong time, maybe i should just follow the buzz. hey, a girl should be allowed to let her hair down once in awhile. though i have a massive hangover the next day, i guess it was worth it. I BLAME THE FREE FLOW MARTINIS AT ARENA,

anyway, today after the product launch, i received a call from an unknown number, and he said that he met me on the night that i actually went drinking and he is interested in a savings plan. my mind totally went blank when he said that. I TOTALLY CANT REMEMBER MEETING SOMEONE AT A CLUB AND TALKING ABOUT INSURANCE. i mean i would remember, wouldnt i. wouldnt i? anyway i didnt, and i felt like an idiot. i was pretty much still trying to remember, and pride stopped me from asking him his name. OH MAAAANNNNNNNN. i so cant remember!

but lady luck happen to pass by, and he called me a few minutes later, to change the date of our appointment to tomorrow. eventually, i asked him how exactly i met him as i have to admit, i totally have no recollection! heh. apparently, he was one of the gentleman that i met at Hans, and he happened to see me that night near Clarke Quay, and he actually wanted to approach me but i look so high and happy, he didnt want to disturb me then. FINALLY, i remembered his name. so you see, it’s not that i was dead drunk, i didnt remember him simply because i didnt meet him while i was drinking!

but here’s a thought that is nagging me. is he only meeting me because of what he saw that night, or is it really genuinely because he is interested in a savings plan? i made plans to meet him at a restaurant.. and i’m really gonna be guarded on this one. i’m gonna give him the benefit of the doubt, but i dont want to get my hopes broken like what happened with Bob the Builder.


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    I AM …

    ...at a loss if you can roll subtlety, great wit and persuasiveness into one. throw in a dash of sarcasm, a splash of surprises and garnish it with a little bit of cunning, trickery and mind games and you'll have me at "hello".

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    I AM ALSO NEUROTIC

    neu·ro·sis   /nʊˈroʊsɪs, nyʊ-/ [noo-roh-sis, nyoo-]
    –noun,plural-ses  /-siz/ [-seez]
    1.Also called psychoneurosis. a functional disorder in which feelings of anxiety, obsessional thoughts, compulsive acts, and physical complaints without objective evidence of disease, in various degrees and patterns, dominate the personality.
    2.a relatively mild personality disorder typified by excessive anxiety or indecision and a degree of social or interpersonal maladjustment.

    I AM ALSO PRONE TO:

    par·a·noi·a   /ˌpærəˈnɔɪə/ [par-uh-noi-uh]
    –noun
    1.Psychiatry. a mental disorder characterized by systematized delusions and the projection of personal conflicts, which are ascribed to the supposed hostility of others, sometimes progressing to disturbances of consciousness and aggressive acts believed to be performed in self-defense or as a mission.
    2.baseless or excessive suspicion of the motives of others.

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